I am so bloody bad at continuing things! o.O Why the heck do I not continue my blog? *cursing myself* >.<

New Begginings

Writing a blog after a long time. I was too lazy to write anything in the past few weeks. But now, the joy of getting to learn art and its marvels, has put me back on the track !

Foundation course in Fine Arts! Starts from 29th ( excited :D ). 2D and 3D designs, Portraits, Landscapes, Object drawing!! Only the mention of these things makes my daydream :D.

And not only this, but a new and strange hobby, has dragged me from front of my PC screen to itself. Designing and sewing outfits for barbie dolls. Weird it may seem but is a tough and exciting job. It gets even harder when you have a 10 year old headless and stubborn doll XD. Anyway, I am loving this work,and it is also improving my sewing skills. My dad is so happy, he brings me sample fabrics almost every other day ( wooohooo! )


That's it for now.
I hope to keep this blog alive!!!
Cheers~

Local Trains :P

A very common topic among the Mumbaikars :P. I have never traveled by train in my school years. Just the occasional visits to relatives with my peeps.I used to loathe trains :P. The constant moving of the floors used to churn my stomach :P ( literally) :D.

"We need to go to Andheri for XXXXXX didi's wedding"

" awwww maann!!! " :P

But now, the tables have turned :P

I go to Dadar every weekday! At first, I used to get bored ( no fast trains :X) :P. But then, I learned to live with it. And then I found a way out. As a budding artist, observation skills is an important element for me. So I started observing my fellow passengers, the railway tracks and the surroundings. In first class compartment, the crowd is very much the same. But the second class compartment shows you almost every face of life! From working women to pen selling blind old women, the second class compartment is a treasure for observers like me :P

So, now when I board the 8.15 semi fast local , I intently open my ears and eyes to fill myself in with everything :P. Err, Literally :P. So now I look forward to my local train adventures :P, where I see various characters, hear various stories and experience various lives. :)

peace out! :P

yeah!!!! :P

Just a month away from my freedom!! March 10 would be the day when I can finally empty my book rack! :D .It feels like a dream that you don't have to study anymore! Just do what you like! It feels like heaven! I feel myself as a lucky person! I really hope that I attain what I dream of. I really hope that I make a mark in the field of animation! :)

The New World.

This is also quite and old poem, I think some months after the 26/11 incident of Mumbai.I harboured strong feeling of hatred for the terrorist mingled with sadness for the victims.I don't really think the title suits the poem.It's the best i think of at the moment.

I woke up at dawn,
Stifling a yawn,
But little did I know,
What god was gonna bestow.

No one here without a gun,
The future of earth has just begun,
What is the world coming to?
Every nightmare has become true.

I feel scared to walk alone,
I guess it’s the fear of unknown,
But someone’s waiting there for me,
As terrifying as a banshee.

So dark the world has become,
Every soul has turned so numb,
Every heart has stiffened within,
True voice is lost in the din.

Why do those people love to kill?
And like to see the blood spill?
Don’t they have a heart at all?
Don’t their tears ever fall?

I pray all the terror to end,
All our wounded lives to mend,
I pray all the wars to cease,
And may everyone live in peace.


o_O

Misery....

This poem was written by me almost one and a half years ago. I was kind of a pessimist at that time. The first seven stanzas are of that period. I dunno why I composed such a poem. Anyway, the last two stanzas were added about like a some months ago. You can see the optimistic side of them.

I opened my eyes

To see the darkness around me,

I don't know why,

I've been feeling so lonely.

When I look back,

In my long lost life,

I see my mistakes,

Slashing my dreams like a knife.

Tears of blood oozing from my eyes,

Rolling down the cold hollow cheeks,

Muffled screams from beneath my heart,

Are reaching to their highest peaks.

I looked in the broken mirror,

And a strange face stared at me,

I spoke a few words,

And a small afraid voice escaped from me.

No friends anymore,

To share the joy,

No foes either,

Threatening to destroy.

Singing alone the tune of misery,

I walk alone on the road to nowhere,

Uncertainty gripping my soul,

Every thing's just become a nightmare.

Cursing myself for my saddened life,

I wish there was a reverse switch,

Luck has turned its back on me,

As if i has had some kind of glitch.

Somewhere inside me I just know,

I can lift my spirits and let them flow,

I can change every thing and begin from scratch,

It's the opportunities that I have to catch.

So people out there who still remember me,

Watch out coz I am going for a golden spree,

I am gonna rise and shine and show the world,

The bright side of me has just unfurled.

o_O

Manga Face In Steps :D

OK. Whenever I sit to write a test or an exam either in my college or classes, all I can think about is drawing. I guess that is the reason why i score a lot less now than I used to when I was little :D.

So here I was, writing my maths 1 paper in classes, not really knowing what the hell equation for a circle is, when I remembered a manga face. I had seen a video on Youtube on how to draw manga face. I love manga so I thought maybe I should try it out. I completed my paper in a jiffy( not writing much actually), and started to draw an eye on the question paper.I loved the eye so I drew half of the nose and half of the mouth too. So ultimately I ended up drawing half a face. :P

Here is the pic:
After a few days after that I had completely forgotten about the face. One day when I was sitting in a boring biology lecture in college, I remembered the face. So I flipped to the last pages of my biology book which is full of my scribblings and started to draw the entire face. I was holding only a normal HB pencil and hence the shading was not perfect. But I was very happy with the outcome. Its then that I decided to make the face again and color it.

Here is the full face:
So when I got back home I took a drawing paper and drew the face again with all my concentration. I then took out my brand new Faber Castell's color pencils and colored the face. I simply love the face! :D

And btw, I got 28/40 in the maths paper! :D